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Just about a month, I confessed my feelings to a girl. Although not directly but I was happy she got the message. However, things were complicated as mentioned in this poem. Although after the fog had clear, I had not really officially asked her the question yet.

This can be considered a continuation of the poem previously written.

Deary, I’ve been wondering.
Will I still be dreaming.
You by my side and we’re hugging.
Be comfortable, be joyful, be happy.
My heart beats like in a hurry.
Girlfriend I wish you are to me.

Her reply >>>

Deary, you are the one shine
I mentioned before time
Do is what I have for thee

Deary don’t give up on me
I will always be there for thee
Love and cherish your kisses
You have melt me to cheeses…

I had been waiting for a reply with my heart thumping hard. My Reply >>>

Deary,
You have made me worry,
made my heart beat in a hurry.
The faces you made when you made me wait
Waiting for you to decide our fate

Worth the time I’ve wait with mind blurry
It was a simple yet wonderful poetry
I was touched and very happy
Am I stupid to be so worried?
Happy after your reply I see.

I’m nearing the final year for my course. Luckily, I made it through so far without much unwanted incident. Of course, there were horrible management in the admin department, lousy lecturers who come and go. Some temporary replacement tutors who come in in the middle of our course and also extremely lousy plan for the students to actually learn much of anything before taking on any exams.

Thus, to keep pushing myself to do better then pass and with lots of help from friends, good lecturers and of course, with lots of help and support from my lovely girlfriend, I am able to make it this far without much problems with my results. I do hope it’s better though but I know my own standards. I’m still happy for at least it’s still relatively better then most of the other students.

So now, it’s time to plan for a project which I can make for my final year’s project. Something which can “Wow” the invigilators and taken over to Degree level. Something which we needed to start planing on now instead of waiting for the stupid admin to announce it first.

It would probably sound like this:

Admin: Hi students, you’ll need to start on your FYP now. Here are the topics and your lecturers.
Student: When is the due date?
Admin: Oh… 1 week from now. You need to do the work of at least 1 year though. Try to cope! Or you’ll need to pay for a re-sit.
Student: *Blames PSDC*
PSDC: *Blames tutors*

So anyway. to start thinking of our own FYP isn’t a bad idea now since we have some free time before our next assignment or exam. My girlfriend suggested Artificial Neural Network, or at least the AI part of it. Doesn’t sound like a bad idea. Sounds like it can really impress. We found a book about the fundamentals of Neural Network which only costs around RM50. If it’s too complicated then we probably can opt for some simpler alternative such as Fuzzy Logic with some advance AI.

Then maybe if it’s still not acceptable, then we could always just make a humanoid robot like Iron Man.

A guy met a girl in class,
Then, he was too shy to ask,
so he just admire her from far,
about the girl who shines like a star.

Those who made it pass a semester,
she was one of the most popular.
Another guy seems to like her,
but it all sounded like a rumor.

Until the day he saw them holding hands,
that’s when his hopes turns to sand.
but he still is happy together with them,
as he and her still remain as friends.

For one year he watched and waited,
for one year he remained silent.
Thinking his miserable love life is fated,
to wait but not get the love he wanted.

There is no blood but tears,
there was no hate but fears.
Seeing them together makes him jealous,
seeing him mistreating her makes him angers.

“But who am I to interfere?”
She probably loves him so dear.
he tries to keep himself occupied
with work and games and silent cheers.

But it made him feels more lonely
it made him feels so sad.
Sad enough to do something mad,
mad enough to find another lad.

The lad was tall and pretty,
but he still misses her like crazy.
When she said she won’t disturb,
he snaps and finds himself in dirt.

Feeling like a piece of trash,
feeling his heart burnt to ash.
Quickly he broke up with the lad,
who was also kind of mad.

He realized how much he had fell,
for the girl he now know quite well.
But there are so much more he wants to know,
About the girl he knew few years ago.

So he wrote his feelings somewhere,
thought that no one will read it there.
Surprised on the next day,
to hear what she had to say.

She had read what he wrote,
and she waited for him to spoke.
One ice cream, one dinner and a few chokes,
he still has no courage to tell what he had wrote.

She said it’s touching, without being asked,
the whole story finally unmasked.
but it would have been a lot better,
if only he was a little earlier.

He made a mistake by waiting too much,
as she had feelings for him just as much.
but now there is another guy,
who seems to always makes her cry.

*

The story stops here for now
as it is an ongoing tale.
I hope and I pray as I follow the trail,
that it’ll be you I see at the end of the vale.
that it’ll be you I see when I remove the vile.
that it’ll be you I hug, so I must prevail!